Balls to the Wall

I remember the first time one of my girlfriends told me she had balls to the wall, convo about something she had done at work, she’s a badass trial attorney. I thought to myself, I could never be like that.

I viewed myself as compliant, don’t like to rock the boat, the proverbial good girl.

Then I did the following:

• 2019: Refused to bend the knee to a Narcissist. You had the Section Chief of the VA, Vice Chairs, Program Director, Clinic Director and all the doctors with their fancy academic titles kow towing to a Narcissist. I was not an MD, but I’m not fucking bowing to a Narcissist. When you cross a Narcissist, they will try to destroy you. Which is why the orders came down from said Narcissist, to get rid of me. I was bullied at work, my weight plunged to 88 lbs, in the end I walked off that job. No back up plan. No one to help me. I walked off on my own terms. That I will never bow to a Narcissist.

• 2020 to present: By the grace of God, I had a friend who influenced me to think for myself at the start of the Lockdowns. I did not take the covid vaccine with its 1291 side effects listed on Pfizer documents. In spite of being in LockDown Illinois, one of the first states to shut down, I tried to be baby brave. I complied in the 1st illegal mask mandate but resisted in the 2nd illegal mask mandate. I put Dr. Peter McCullough and Dr. Paul Alexander on my Stories podcast. I fought back with the support of my Freedom Fighter friend, who told me, that I would be OK.

It’s my belief that because I stood up for myself in my own small way at work in 2019, that paved the way, for me to resist medical tyranny and make a stand in my own small way during the Lockdowns of 2020.

It’s my belief that everyone can get braver, that we all must fight back.

You too, can make a difference. Do your best to influence in the circle that you have and with those you know. This fight is important. You must fight back.

I share about myself because if I can do it, shy on the inside and fight fear even now, you can do it too. We help each other. When we see a friend standing strong, we try to be strong too. We all make a difference, we are in this together.

When my girlfriend told me how she had balls to the wall, I was so admiring of her. I thought to myself, no way could I ever be brave like that.

Now I’m a baby fighter, in my inner circle are the most amazing Freedom Fighters in the world. I will continue to put the best in the world on camera with me to talk about masculinity for my Masculinity Crisis series. It’s an honor to highlight incredible individuals on my Stories podcast. I’m super excited about my latest launch, the Men’s Roundtable. It’s an honor to be in this fight for freedom with you.

This is the fight to win.

God wins.

There is only win.

If you want to have balls to the wall, you must push yourself to be brave.

• Don’t worry about what people will think.

• Stop stressing about your reputation.

• Refuse to be controlled by others who don’t care about you.

• Make your stand. Fight back.

That’s how you win more than you lose.

Balls to the wall.

Photo: This Missouri AG has balls to the wall. Be inspired, follow his lead, to be brave. Andrew, if you’re ever in Chicago, I will buy you a drink, it would be an honor.